First Day with out Daddy

Yesterday was a hard day. We were very strong and brave when we had to say goodbye to daddy and we didn’t cry when we left him at the recruiter’s office. But all day we were both pretty sad and on the verge of crying. Then when it was time to go to sleep, I checked my email and found an email Ryan had sent me. I instantly cried when I finished reading it. Ronan ended up falling asleep, but it took me awhile because I was so sad. Ronan woke up at 2:30 am and he was hungry and missing daddy (Daddy usually picks him out of bed for his feedings/diaper changes so mummy doesn’t have to get out of bed).

Today was a different story. We both woke up refreshed and ready for a busy day of eating, playing, sleeping, diaper changes, changing outfits, laundry, etc. I got to work on my knitting projects while Ronan was sleeping and we had a fun photo shoot. Ronan kept me busy and didn’t cease to stop making me laugh or smile. God has used Ronan in my life to help keep me busy and happy. I think Ronan has smiled so much today and when he smiles, it makes me smile! Thank you sweetie! RoRo you are the best.

We still really miss daddy and are a little disappointed we didn’t get to talk to him on the phone before he shipped out today, but we had a good day today. I cannot wait for his first phone call next week and to find out his address so I can send him letters and photos of Ronan Avi. I can’t imagine how much he will grow while daddy is away. Sometime next week I should be able to get my ID card reissued to me and get us into the system. That will be a nice perk! Plus then Ronan can see a doctor on base and we will be done with the no insurance thing.

I cannot wait for six weeks when we can go see Ryan! A week or so before we go to San Antonio, Ryan’s parents are coming out to visit with RoRo. Then the week after San Antonio, RoRo and I are going to Disneyland with Nonna for her birthday! I know these six weeks will fly by and before we know it we will be in our new house in Monterey with daddy and it will be wonderful! Our prayers are with you Ryan! Be strong and courageous in the LORD!

  • http://www.blogger.com/profile/05071903106252165676 Bob & Sue Aherin

    Bonnie..God has blessed you and Ryan with a beatiful son…he will bring much joy to the both of you as he already has…the two of you will help each other make the time go by fast until you see Ryan…we are anxious to see both of you and your mom and Zoie in May..I know Ronan will have changed a bunch since we were last with him…God is watching over you..